Saturday, April 28, 2012

1 Year

"You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a [girl] like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see

And I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole? 
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you"
Yellowcard - Firewater


Thursday, April 19, 2012

How To Not Suck At Life

If I wrote a self help book it would be titled "How To Not Suck At Life" and would provide several small chapters with good (and let's face it, it is me so also entertaining) information along with tips and rules/guidelines. And then they can turn it into a TV show and I will be rich. Here are some initial chapter ideas.

How to not suck at work.
How to not suck in the kitchen.
How to not suck on the road.
How to not suck at the bar.
How to not suck at friendships.
How to not suck in relationships.
How to not suck at sex. (Gonna have to get a guest writer for this chapter. Haha!)
How to not suck with money.
How to not suck in public.
How to not suck at home.
How to not suck during holidays.
How to not suck over the phone/text.
How to not suck online.

And my personal favorite,
How to not suck at stalking.

Do any of you 2.5 people who might actually read my blog, have any suggestions?

Linkin Park

Excellent job LP. I love the single and can't wait for the album!


Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Time Travel

Sometimes I wish I could just fast forward and know if it's going to be worth it or not. Am I wasting my time?

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

How long?

I asked how long and He said , "5". 5 minutes? 5 hours? 5 days? 5 weeks? 5 months? 5 years? Just 5.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Quote

"Faith in God also includes faith in his timing." -Neal A. Maxwell

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Promises

"Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life." Proverbs 13:12


"Faithful is he that calleth you, who also will do it." 1 Thessalonians 5:24

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Luke 18:7-8

"And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find [such] faith on the earth?"
Like 18:7-8

Alright God, I'm in. This better work.