I have come to a realization. Really I guess it's more of an understanding. I don't want to be here but I don't know where I'm supposed to be instead. I'm looking for opportunities to take.
I believe without a doubt that Utah was where I was supposed to be from April 2008 until recently. But someplace that used to feel like home has suddenly become so foreign. I used to think that I would be happy living in this beautiful state forever. I still think that this state is beautiful and I will miss these mountains but I know I'm supposed to be somewhere else. Sometimes I feel like I belong anywhere but here. But I know now that it's not so much Utah that I'm running away from, but it's somewhere else that I'm traveling to. Utah was just a short stop on the way. I know that now.
I've fulfilled my purposes here and now the Lord has more for me to do elsewhere. And when He is ready to show me where He will open the doors necessary and guide me on to the next chapter.
It is my hope and prayer that everything falls into place sooner rather than later. I can't wait to see where I'll go next!
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