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12.19.10

Has it really been a year?

"Three sleepless nights
This isn't how its supposed to be.
But you're so good at
taking your time to get back to me.

I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.

It doesn't feel right,
holding someone else's hand.Together on phone lines,
and living at two opposite ends.

It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.

But your head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not so easy for me
You’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
(I fall from your eyes, your eyes I trusted)
And I thought that you said things were improving.
(I fall from your eyes, you said forever)
These laces are untied, (I fall from your eyes...)
but my feet are still walking away.
Away

I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words. (Don't say...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words. (Don't say that we can...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words. (Don't say that we can still be...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words. (Don't say that we can still be friends)
Is this really happening?
Erase my name from this page.

How can you take all these days
(What is inside of me what have I done?)
and throw them away(Is this the only way that you will notice me?)
as I sit here waiting for you?
(Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)

I stay up nights
(If you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(Why can't you look at me can you only see?)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(One side, your side, can take away)
Walk away from me.
This night is done."
Emery - The Ponytail Parades

Chi Chis

Let's just take a minute to reflect on how awesome my boobs are. And might I say that they look especially good today.

Hello.

If in order to have one it means you cannot have the other, how then is it possible to want them both equally and simultaneously?

Logic fails me.

How do I choose?

Yes, or no?

Courage

Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.  ~Winston Churchill


Sometimes the biggest act of courage is a small one.  ~Lauren Raffo


No one has yet computed how many imaginary triumphs are silently celebrated by people each year to keep up their courage.  ~Henry S. Haskins


Courage is never to let your actions be influenced by your fears.  ~Arthur Koestler

Monday

"Three Cheers For Five Years" - Mayday Parade

I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I thought we could wait for the snow

To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now, against me

You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that, may never be replaced

And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart

Together would find us an opening

And moonlight would provide the spark

And that I would stumble across your key

Or break down the door to your heart

Forever could see us, not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark

And I give my heart as an offering (An offering)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be, here now

Against me

You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, In shattered pieces that, may never be replaced

And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

And I... Will always... Remember you as, you are right now to me

And I... Will always... Remember you now, remember you now... 

Oh... 

So sleep alone tonight

With no one here just by your side

Sleep alone tonight

How does he feel? How does he kiss? 

How does he taste while he's on your lips? 

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you, I want to

But I can't forget you

So when this is over, don't blow your composure, baby

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you, I want to

But I can't forget you

So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby

I can't forget you... 

I know you want me to want you, I want to...